It Isn’t Easy Being Me

    From within the business world  where leaders think they’re the only      ones entitled to anything. While turning all living souls into Temporaries, avoiding them of  any benefits or credit  for cars and houses  for their own well being. Taking a careless approach to the next generations future …its not easy being me writing about the threat of  home remedy in the  future.

    Keeping this life in perspective: my life doesn’t compare the intricacies        of  those who awaken every morning with cancer or the plaque of  Autism. The reason  I am including the Autism Spectrum  into Solitarius is because  one of  my best  friends  on Facebook,  Michele Renee  deals with this every  single day of her life. She tells me the hardest challenge of  Autism are that no physical disabilities are present and people don’t realize what you have to go through.

   Often upon hearing  Asperinger and the negative cognition and stigma   that comes with the word,  based upon  the Adam Lanza event,  people will think the worse of  you.  This  often  affects  your self esteem  which takes a nose drive  when you  first hear the diagnosis.  Often  with  Autistic  people they  lack  the  general  filtering  mechanisms  that  doesn’t  offend  people. With their brains wired differently certain things bother them that doesn’t bother others and it shows at social  functions.

   Many times Autistic individuals are depressed, anxious with borderline  Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (O.C.D.)  and  Attention Deficient Disorder (A.D.D.)  Autism is a constant battle  finding balance between Attitude and Symptoms,  trying to keep a positive attitude going  while also keeping the   symptoms under control.  I  myself  realize the harsh reality of  depression and mine was severe in itself  when I went through it back in 2006.

    Descriptive word:  no way explains it to those having never experienced    or trying to overcome it and what its like. It helps to have a doctor knowing your history and body chemistry. Because when you realize the importance  of  your  doctor prescribing  the right anti depressant  the  first go around is  big part of  your  recovery.  Depression  is like  falling into a deep dark hole, when  you start climbing out  and see day light and  fall deeper into that pit again and again it becomes challenging.

     The most important experience I learned  from  that time  frame is that    no single one anti depressant,  can change your outlook until you redirect your  focus.  With  people around you  in total disbelief  of  your condition, those odds are tough to overcome as well. Feeling paranoid everyone that   is around you is unsure… what you will do next and they’re talking about you because they probably are:

     Lordy,  Lord  have  merci  for those  with Autism;  for those that don’t know what its like…. it’s not easy being the Autistic.  Therefore,  whereas, conventional medicine treat symptoms of  Autism; Biomedical Treatment addresses root cause and is indifferent as the disease itself.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CF_Rt1ZIOvE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ej5GTIwtbI

This entry was posted in Information & Research. Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Time limit is exhausted. Please reload the CAPTCHA.