Truly a Blessing in Disguise

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It may have been when I as 42 years old. . . . did I begin to feel life change!!!

But was not until December 21st 2005, when my father first started to feel the effects of his terminal illness diagnosis when active life started to slow on him. As I started to sink more and more into severe depression. My doctor told me that is normally the case. When you always viewed someone as active (early, during and aftermath) and cancer takes hold against them.  That is when it effects you.  At that point…. Then and only then, did I realize the helpless feeling when someone that is closest to you…. starts to die.
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In the proceeding months until he passed on April 3rd, 2006 ~ as life really and truly sucked being depressed. My best description for what I was experiencing was living in         a rabbit hole. Every time that I thought I started to see day light. I just fell deeper into darkness.
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Depression I wouldn’t wish the curse on anyone. But as you climb out of this despair.         You soon realize it becomes a blessing in the aftermath. When I did finally pulled out        of depression was the day I realized the root cause that was holding me back.
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: Up to this point in my life: Everything had went my way and thought nothing should go against me.  I had a lazy outlook on life and was the happy go lucky type.

With nothing ever phrasing me I could not understand the helpless feeling  or why anybody had to perish with cancer.   The why me … why anybody syndrome had hit me square between the eyes.

I had to redefine  My Meaning of Life  for it to become meaning ful again!!!

We are eternal beings who seek to know ourselves through our life experience. This leaves plenty of room for individual differences, but tries to capture the common thread. It’s not enough  for us to only have  the mental concept  of what we wish to be.  We have to live it every day of our lives,  feel all the feelings that go along with it,  experience all the various aspects of the person that we are and are becoming. The person we reflect is our eternal being, with each day a challenges of physical existence. We add to the richness of our souls, and to the cosmic consciousness, with every living moment.

To know our true selves through our living experiences is also to find the transcendent values within the moments of life – the love, the beauty, the truth, the glimpses of the divinity in the world. This is when we feel the most satisfying sense of meaning. However, even ordinary everyday experiences are still inherently meaningful as contributions to the ever-expanding multiverse.

Another aspect of meaning in life is learning, not just intellectual development, but all kinds of learning, especially wisdom, learning that represents our souls growth through the purpose of our life. Some of the most difficult experiences lead to the most significant advances in wisdom. Wisdom certainly includes moral and ethical development, learning to use free will appropriately.

However, it also includes developing compassion and emotional intelligence,  the ability   to form close relationships,  demonstrate leadership,  also have appropriate interpersonal boundaries and self-care, and generally to express more of the true divine self while we are still in the physical world. It seems that the physical world reflects back to us what we have put into it. Who we become is a result of how we have lived.  Thereby over time, we may be reshaping our lives and collectively, our societies and our planetary environment, in ways that show us what we are becoming.

Many a genius has tried to unravel

The answer does actually have a deep meaning.

Let’s see.

The atomic number of Molybdenum is 42, as mentioned by Elliot Cooper.

A Spoonful of Molybdenum, some Ulysses and the Origin of Life

Coincidence? I think not, because molybdenum is a very important element for humans and plants in minute quantities for proper growth.

The answer to life is: The best age to be is 42  just might be the bench mark in time when you start to realize; how wonderful it is being a walking talking free human on a beautiful planet. We begin not only to seeing the scenery but to feel our surroundings. The universe is condensed into a form that can appreciate and we start to understand why we are here.

42 unknown maybe a genius has tried to understand this theory. But through the power   of the internet. Maybe truly “we” can begin to understand these changing of life events?

The answer to life, the universe and everything is 42, but the question is unknown.

Why in Japanese does 42= death

in Japanese 42 pronounced separately — “shi ni” (four two) shini means “to die”                (42 and the # 4 r both unlucky #s)

Shinigami phone # from Soul Eater
42-42-564 (shini-shini-koroshi), which literally means die-die-kill in Japanese.

42 is the number with which God creates the Universe in Kabbalistic tradition.

There are 42 principles of Ma’at, the Ancient Egyptian personification of physical            and moral law, order, and truth.

Where there are 42 gods and goddesses of Egypt, personifying the principles of Ma’at,  who ask questions of the departed, the deceased’s heart is weighed against the feather of the Truth.
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“But What, why?”
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at “42” does the beginning 0f life end?
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 When I read this next article is when I began to realize deeper,
“why” our being has been put into the universe!!!
 

 True Meaning of Life: In One Word “Onward.”

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